| Liz & Nate enjoying the waterfall and beauty in Malacatoya. |
On the 22nd of March, we hit our halfway mark for
our time here in Nicaragua with MCC!!
It’s hard to believe that we have been here in Nicaragua for 1 year and
6 months! In some ways it feels
like we’ve been here forever and this is just our life now, and in other ways I
feel like the time has gone by so fast!
It’s weird how time can go so slow in the moment sometimes, yet feel so
fast overall!
We have in many ways become accustomed to our lives here in
Nicaragua and things feel generally normal but mundane would never describe
it! We live with no daily routines
(expect maybe for making coffee every morning). Our travels keep us moving—from visits to communities and
trips to Managua, our weeks and months are filled. It’s exhausting sometimes, packing, unpacking, repacking and
repeat. I guess we find some kind
of routine in all of this, at least we know what we need to take where and what
we can do without.
It has been quite the journey indeed, and family and friends
keep reminding me of this! What
was once our norms in the states, feels so foreign and far away to me now. The norms that we have been accustomed
to in Nicaragua probably seem so unnatural and foreign to our family and
friends in the states. All the things
or foods we once needed and couldn’t live without are now rarely thought of as
we prepare our meals. It is
interesting to see how this process has evolved from foreign to familiar.
Additionally, it’s been interesting to observe how we have
changed our expectations, ideas and ideals, and our outlook over the last year
and a half. There are stages and
seasons to the process as we became accustomed to our lives in Nicaragua. Adjusting to daily frustrations (big
and small), finding patience when the timing is not what you expected, going to
plan b, c, or d when plans are not working out, encountering the little joys
that daily life can unveil if you look for it, sitting and chatting with the
unexpected visitors that appear at our door as we are trying to leave, seeing
the genuine smiles of individuals as you pass, and listening to people’s life
stories as they open up to you.
All of these things we have experienced here have impacted
us in some small or large way. It
is these experiences that we draw from as we try to make sense of the
absurdity, chaos, and challenges that we are presented with. At times, it seems impossible to make
sense of situations, specifically relating to poverty. I see signs of poverty all around me,
yet I don’t know how to change any of it.
It becomes numbing in ways because there is no sense to it. Yet we try to draw on the positive
experiences and interactions we’ve had with individuals in the communities
where we work. We try to see
change not in drastic numbers and sweeping line graphs, but rather in small
steps—steps that are being taken in the right direction towards positive
change. Yes, there are setbacks;
yes, we sometimes feel like we’re not moving at all; but if the general
direction is moving forward, then that is all we can ask for: small, positive steps towards growth
and change.